When
thinking about this year, 2013, and asking God what was on His heart for this
year… I heard 3 things: hope
releasers, crazy favor, and deeper into Him. Two of these I want to talk about
in this blog.
On
my Facebook page I posted, “A hope army is rising up this
year in 2013. If you feel despair, it’s not you. You are
one to march to the beat of hope!”
I posted this because I woke
up one morning feeling a weight of despair after God had spoken to me about
being hope releasers. I have learned that most of the time when I feel a
negative affect, it’s not me and that it is only a sign
pointing to what God is really doing. We know that God is good and He is kind
and that He always has a good plan.
Another
thing I have learned is that when I’m experiencing these
kinds of spirit moments, there are many who are usually feeling the same thing.
I don’t know about you, but it brings some relief to know
that there are others who are also feeling what I’m
feeling. It tells me that I’m not crazy and even more so-
God is up to something good.
Since I have preached that
message, my sister has died, my brother in law has died, and my sister in law’s mom, as well. It has been such great loss to our family. BUT
deep within me, there is hope. My world will not crash and I can still release
a hope that is eternal. I watched my sister in law stand strong in her hope in
Jesus in the mist of great sorrow and grief when her husband died. How? Her
strong tower, Jesus.
There’s an old hymn that says “My anchor holds
within the veil”. What does that mean? This brings me to
my second point.
God
is calling us in deeper. I feel a pulling in me to walk closer than I have ever
walked before. My anchor is Him and in my time with Him. The veil is that
secret place with Him. Why do I feel Him calling us in closer, deeper? Is it to
get more revelation in scripture, more answers to our life, or more strategies
for prayer? I don’t think its any of those. What I think
is that it’s for Him to tell us how much He loves… how much He loves the world and how much He love me/us.
Bill and I recently watched
the Bible series on the History channel. I have watched many movies on Jesus
(probably all there is out there) but this one was different. When Jesus came
on the scene in this series, I was so impressed with the character and how they
presented him. I saw Him pretty much the way I see Jesus, full of life and huge
love. I really liked this Jesus. He actually loved life and he laughed. He
would get so happy when someone was healed. But most of all, the love of the
Father was demonstrated through Jesus’ eyes. I remember
saying, “Now that’s the way I see
Jesus. Jesus loved big and He still does and He is calling us into deep places
with him.
I
was listening to John Arnott at a conference and he was talking about the
Father’s love and telling stories of the renewal. It was
so refreshing and as he talked I could feel the presence of God come in to the
room. It was like a big, heavy, warm blanket that wrapped me up. It was His
love and when this love comes to you, it deposits in you a strength that will
carry with you through the hardest times. That is our anchor and we get it
within the veil.
2013, if we choose, will be a
year of great hope. You and I can give it and live it. And if you will choose
to go in deeper with Him, He will lavish His love over you and in you.
Selah